BlueBullAngel

name a topic that no one wants to talk about. Sex is one those topics. and no really wants to go there. and not talking ed o'neill from married with children. although the hand in pants and sitting in front of the TV. cause he made model for all real life Dad’s. My dad was not like that. but i sure he stuck his hand down pants while no was looking. Married with children was adult tv show that was trash back in the day now idealised in the aired from 1987-1997. this show made it okay to talk about sex in front of your children, in front of the dog, or whoever. in other words it open doors. ed or al as he was called on the show.

so i want go back to the class thing with classic banana and the condom demo. who want eat food porn after that. gross. no wonder no talks about sex. okay just get room. but that is another thing no one can afford a hotel room. people that go to jail can get beaten up and killed for there crime. oh no so even if they don’t get the death sentence it still is.

Let’s talk Peggy she was kinda a hooker, slute, cunt of ever trailer trash. but she lived in house not a trailer. so could not be called that. make these clear people that live in house are still trashy to. all those dirty words that you could say about women. but if you find this offensive and someone will. AND MAYBE YOU SHOULD NOT READ THIS IF YOU THINK YOU BE OFFENDED. and that is what made the show all that funny. cause she was all the above.

Al was kinda trashy himself. it’s kinda weird that they shared the last name a crazy cereal killer. Ted bundy. all to make crazy sitcom. to eat your TV dinners or whatever else your eating. as the show points out. sex is cool it okay to talk about. but hey that is how adam and eve made babies lol. and hey. there tons of songs but now one wants to talk about it. how many can you name. salt and pepper did i think it was let’s talk about sex.

         I think i am to afraid of being judged to write what is really on my mind. People telling me i’m stupid a retard. (I know I’m not). what is there hope for in life. i am at loss and sure most people feel the same way. i need an inspiration. i have lost friends to depression, drugs, and just the stress of life. and they will be missed. I think of myself as smart but just misunderstood. also i am a human and humans judge. why take a test to see how smart you are if this country only going be run by close minded rich white men. There’s got be bigger reason why I’m still here. i mean if try to say something chances are you heard it from somewhere else. I am hungry but i have nothing in fridge like most of america. so you know what i go to local food bank that most likely helping more middle class people then before. i know for fact there are people that are going to like my work and other that will dislike it and just down right hate it or say they don’t understand it. this is suppose be land of the free. with rights to everyone. but i don’t see that happening in future. middle class jobs are disappearing Papa Gino’s just went out. omg wake up. 

i will try will not be defeated by fear. the fear outside. i have to keep on living. we will find away. cause i not scare you world how big and bad you are. through it at me zombie attacks, or will we just destroy are self"s, with bombs and missiles, i scared for my life but i keep going like the pink bunny. banging his drum. though city that is taken apart by air raids. as think of my grandparent’s who have passed on. how they felt during ‪#‎WWII‬ what there feeling how did they survive so long. ‪#‎HappinessandLove‬ is this beginning of the end.

keep up it funny people and nut balls out there we need all the clowns smoke that weed in the ring. send em all. if you have a joke i want hear it. or even something to say i still want hear it. you are you. be you. not me. cause you can only be yourself.

So I had weird but fun night last night. first off i guess i am banned from the bar downstairs called The Assembly. i feel that i did not do anything and that there was misunderstanding between me the employees that work at the bar. i was trying to make emends this did not work. also the ‪#‎ASSembly‬wants to be family restaurant. but there way that happening if that’s way they are treating people.

I was trying to a place the watch the UFC Fight between ‪#‎RondaRousey‬ and‪#‎HollyHolm‬. only certain bars had this fight. so I choose a pub/family restaurants in Watertown Called ‪#‎MillersBostonAleHouse‬ omg this was a nice place. The customers and staff where nice. Epic time ever watching grow men beat other men up in a ring. i did not get see ‪#‎Rousey‬ and ‪#‎Holm‬fight like planned but least it was good night out.

of course i had ‪#‎Bostonpublictrans‬ there. took the red line to central square Cambridge. then took the 70 bus to the pub. this took more then hour including ‪#‎QuincyShuttles‬ so it was bit annoying waiting for the bus and trains thank to my to my trusty ‪#‎IPOD‬ that kept me calm.

#Rousey and #Holm did not come on to fight till after 11:30Pm. I had take a bus then a train. i pissed that could not see the real fight. just bunch stupid men beating each other up. it more exciting when there’s fight between to women. i was freaking out i did not think i was going to make it home but i did make it home before the trains and bus stopped running.

‪#‎EPICNIGHT‬

we all hidden in are social media sites,phones,and electronic devices. i think we all needed a wake call. and we got one. the dream is over. I’m awake i just want go back to sleep. and wake up to a peaceful world. please stop the madness over sea’s in are city’s and town. i know i not get any better chance are it get worse on group is being blamed and only that group. scary shit. make it stop.

We liked the same things. 

we both had feeling each other

You seemed like my partner 

I love you but did you love me back

you bedtime hot again 

was it love at all cost 

some how i think you are still confused as i am

I’m waiting for that endless call that will never happen cause you will never call

I knew some your favorite bands and artist

maybe you wanted to be like Kurt Cobain cause he succeed in what you have not done yet and gone to that other world of living. 

you believed in life after death  

You like to get dirty/ play in the mud but how old where you. 

Originally posted by kitslam

you liked Halloween 

you wanted to make it different this year

i makes me sad that it just ended 

was i given a chance. 

did i even know you. did i even want to know you.

did really want be in this world. 

i knew what animal you like the best 

thinking would really do it. would you really end it. 

why did you not take care of yourself. did i care. 

life was just big hailstorm to you 

i came to your side when you where down. i tried to be there for you. it was never good enough for you.  

what could do to help you.who could help you. i called for help when you had those thoughts. 

you where always angry at me 

you my sunday with whipped cream with cherry on top. 

i miss the person that I knew at beginning. when this all started 

I really like the yellow color of Korn 

you said you where a bad girlfriend. I’m so confused why you said this. cause you where the best of ever had. you where almost real. but maybe it was just dream. where it gets wiped out when i wake up. i keep those dreams just like you. i know that soft caring heart. just wish you would call me or contact me. but when would this happen (never). I hurt your feelings. you hurt my feeling in return. i just can’t let go. I’m stuck like sardine in tin can.